#i wish it could’ve been different
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how am i supposed to accept that we went from sleeping with our lips together to being strangers with shared memories?
why were we a brief experience when we could’ve been long and drawn out like a supernova?
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I have extremely mixed feelings on the finale but to everyone saying nandermo was queerbait can we PLEASE bffr like oh my GOD 💀
they are both canonically queer. EXPLICITLY CANONICALLY QUEER. the show hints at and then acknowledges their feelings for each other multiple times, it’s a slow burn love story, it’s canon from both of their perspectives. but as much as I desperately wanted a nandermo kiss / hug etc, what they did makes perfect sense for the characters and the story. these are deeply emotionally stunted characters in a story about nothing ever changing, about not growing or moving past their issues. deeping it a bit here ik but it’s about life! it’s about how life isn’t perfect and doesn’t wrap up perfectly! and it’s done in a mockumentary format, not like a regular tv show, which imo changes the dynamics drastically.
this is just really annoying me. YES I wish they would’ve confessed, hugged, kissed, whatever, but what they did IS NOT QUEERBAIT BECAUSE THEYRE BOTH QUEER AND EXPLICITLY HAVE FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER. they just don’t hug and kiss and confess all their feelings because that’s not where the characters are at in their journeys. and the fact that this is the end of their journeys is the whole tragedy of the ending, and of the themes of the show as a whole!
it’s not perfect by any stretch of the imagination but dear GOD it is not fucking destielgate guys like it’s FINE
#this is coming from someone who was literally desperate for canon nandermo (ie. a kiss and a confession)#like I’ve been clawing at the walls for them since I was 12 years old#I wish the whole season had been written differently so that the characters WERE in a place to confess and hug and kiss whatever#but it wasn’t written that way! the characters aren’t ready for that!#and with the way it was written I think this was one of the only ways they could’ve ended it.#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#wwdits finale#wwdits s6#wwdits series finale#wwdits spoilers#nandermo#nandor the relentless#guillermo de la cruz
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the thing about nate ford is he’s unpleasant, unlikeable, and uninteresting. but his importance to the other core four, his relationships with them and the way he helps them grow, is SO GOOD.
#and killing him off only made that all the more compelling#leverage#Nate could be SO GOOD#but between t hutton s odd acting#and weird writing choices#he just wasn’t#emily and i often talk about different casting choices that could’ve made him better#funniest choice was fred armisen#other choices were peter krause and hugh laurie#laurie would’ve just been a really actor and able to sell what the writers intended#and with krause it’s that bobby nash is what nate ford wishes he was#which is why i have a 911 leverage au that haunts me unfinished
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“What’s this one supposed to mean?”
“Hmm..beauty or strength, sometimes.”
“Perfect.”
@sketchbookweek Day 2 - Wilderness / Witchcraft
going back to my roots of drawing sketchbook being gay in a field
#update I’m doing the silly coloured speech bc I realised i didn’t make it super clear who’s saying what jjghgd#Hilda sketchbook#sketchbookweek#hilda the series#sketchbook ship#art tag#sooo this was the first drawing I did for skbk week and let me tell you guys#it fought me. every. step of the way#i spent like 3 evenings working on the sketch just to scrap it and redo it on the next one#I’m so rusty with art I haven’t been able to do anything remotely ambitious in so long sooo yeah :’)everyone lower your expectations please#however I do think this came out kinda nice#spiritually I guess it’s a redraw of that drawing from 2020 so seeing a bit of improvement is nice anyway#i love these prompts btw I wish I could’ve done both#the flower is a jasmine btw. every website on the internet had a different idea of its meaning so I picked the ones I liked 😌#is it worth mentioning that I had some doodles I wanted to post for day 1 but I literally could not get them done on time :’)#an attempt was made but ah well. onto the next
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relationships that result in intertwining with the other, becoming similar or indistinguishable from your partner.
the bigger stuff obviously like hannibal pushing will to cannibalism and murder, but also small scale stuff; smelling like one another, subconsciously moving like one another, matching one another’s breathing, dressing the same way, doing your makeup the same way, using the same words, feeling the same feelings.
(*watches the unnatural closeness of blorbos in my mind* *cheers pathetically*)
#hannibal#hannigram#hannibal lector#will graham#relationships#short rant#blorbo#i’d go so far to venture#tomarrymort#tomarry#harrymort#harry potter#i wish the horcrux made harry more like tom#i wish it made him look different#and talk different#i wished it changed his magic#and fundamentally made him ruined from the man he could’ve been#from the CHILD he should’ve been#idk
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Okay, and so what if I genuinely really like SAO? It was one of my first anime and means a lot to me, okay?? And, maybe I like analyzing how female vs. male characters are portrayed, and talking about the flaws of media with my friend and SAO is a really good example of that? Maybe I think Asuna and Kirito are a good example of a healthy and meaningful relationship, and what of it? SO WHAT, If I wrote a whole ESSAY about Kirito and Eugeo’s relationship? WHAT IF I do really like this show???
#I’m a little tired of the past SAO bashing#it’s still a really good show and has an AMAZING idea and plot#also I kinda suck at hating on media….#sword art online#SAO#sao eugeo#asuna yuuki#kazuto kirigaya#Kirito#kirito x eugeo#kirito x asuna#I’m rewatching the show currently and am halfway through GGO rn#I’ve been talking my friends EAR off about this show for the past week#a lot about the incest arc… ugh#I wish we talked a bit more about that one tbh#I have a lot of ideas on how that arc could’ve been written differently to not be weird but still encompass relevance….#anyway
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i think the reason i’ve had to give up on watching hotd is because i can’t separate it from fire and blood.
i enjoyed fire and blood, fell in love with those characters, and was so excited to seem them brought to the big screen and yet it’s too different. and yet it’s still based on fire and blood so i should technically love it but it’s different and therefore i’m always disappointed because hotd could’ve been and should’ve been something amazing to me, and yet it’s not because it’s not fire and blood and therefore i can’t enjoy it in its own right because it’s not fire and blood and it’s not those characters stories it’s something different using those characters names so i end up feeling disturbed and disgusted by hotd…
does anyone understand?
#it’s too different#wish they just changed the names of all the characters then maybe i’d be able to watch it without feeling sad#i just can’t enjoy it :/#and it really does sadden me bc it’s not like this show is terrible … but i’m always burdened by what it could’ve been#tho some of it is simply bc the writing makes me go wtf were they thinking?#hotd critical#fire and blood#anti hotd#i fell in love with the original so i hate the poor copy#in my sad girl era rn#i can’t appreciate hotd in its own right bc im always comparing it to fire and blood#hotd will never be a separate canon to me it’ll always be fire and bloods loser copy :(#yet i want to love hotd so badly 😭😭😭#BUT I CANTTTTT UGHHHHH
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hearing about what’s happening in c3 right now is so wild to me because I haven’t kept up in quite a bit so I’m just on the outside looking in, but. Im trying to imagine what it would look like if someone else in the Nein tried to become the Nonagon to control the Eyes and this all consuming city and I don’t think I can picture it?? Anyway I,, hope the hells will be okay. I don’t know it makes me worried for them—
#love and light to the hells but that sounds so scary to me ahkajsdj#hope they’ll be alright but like#I wish things could’ve been different—#and I really really hope the gods will be okay ; ;#cr spoilers#I’ll delete this in a minute but#don’t think I’ll be able to go back to c3 sounds too stressful to me
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they are similar
#painting is Interlude by Jeremy Lipking#my beautiful Neki#I must tell you all how beautiful he is waking up in the morning.#he tries to blink the drowsiness from his eyes but he gives up so quickly#he isn’t fully awake for another half hour or so!! but I rush ahead#he’ll sometimes do some stretches when he gets out of bed#common one is the Touka Stretch! he reaches his arms over his head and grabs the opposite elbows!#he has very pretty arms. pretty muscles. his complexion is very even but his skin is a little dry#Kaneki likes to leave the curtains undrawn overnight so when the morning comes it illuminates him so wonderfully!#I love how he looks bathed in light he is truly a marvel#I love when he wears t shirt and shorts or briefs to bed unbeatable boy combo#anyway when he leaves his room he might go take a pee or splash his face or something (usually it’s bathroom time) but immediately after#he sets up the kettle to boil so he can have his morning coffee#the coffee is extremely important!!!!!! it is what will actually wake him up!!!!!!!!#until this point his house could’ve been moved to a different planet and he wouldn’t even notice#this is a secret but sometimes while waiting for it to boil if he’s leaning against the counter and no one else is up#he’ll start drifting off again…… don’t tell anyone 🤫 it’s really cute#and when he sips his coffee.. he may do a little sigh…#he’s only up that early when he has somewhere to be though otherwise my boy will sleep in so late#and then he goes to sit with his friends or somewhere where he can watch them a bit while he gets himself together#maybe Banjou will look at his bed hair and say “huh. you look like a dandelion”#and it’s true he is the most wonderful dandelion there is because you don’t even have to make a wish#he alone is like every wish come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my Kaneki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌱🥰#kaneki time#kaneki ken
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Just finished replaying the entirety of Melody of Moominvalley in preparation for the dlc release! I won’t be able to get it right away but it’s the principle of the thing. Also I love this game and I highly recommend playing it if you want something sweet and heartwarming, even if you’re not familiar with Moomins (though all the Easter eggs make it a little more rewarding if you are a fan).
I’m hoping to see more of Sniff and Snorkmaiden in the dlc - I should hope so at least; Sniff is Fuddler’s brother and I just can’t see Snorkmaiden not wanting to help out with something romantic like this.
#that was the only thing I really wished could’ve been different about the base game - more Snorkmaiden because she’s awesome#and sniff is very cute in this so I’m excited to see more of him especially if he gets to interact with his brother!#honestly though I’m just looking forward to the design of the game again. And of course I love the dynamic they gave Moomin and Snufkin#feels very like the books mostly but like a good pinch of the other adaptations too#also this is a pipe dream but I am rooting for Moominmamma crimes#I don’t see why that would happen in this dlc but I can dream#actually that’s another thing that I wished could’ve have happened: it would’ve been so funny if there was a part of the game#where Moominmamma hides you from the cops. because she would and has canonically done that and I love her for it#anyways I’m rambling again#love this game. I love seeing all the characters. the vibe is perfect. mwah#storyrambles#snufkin melody of moominvalley#moomins
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every time i play dai and talk with sera i just. want to be nice. Why is this an impossible task
#look. Look#i love sera dragonage. Sera dragonage is my beloved#but GODS did i wish she had a different writer because What#some things could’ve been so cool and interesting w her like her obvious internalised racism is an interesting character arc!#sera dragonage i wish you a thousand years of not being written by lukas kristjanson#not that he cant write characters well. This is just not a great example#roscoe rambles#not going in the dragonage tag i trust my mutuals and followers with this only ‼️
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ZACH TAYLOR & DARYL HARPER | HOLY GHOST BY MODERN BASEBALL
#my zach & mobo agenda strikes again#super dark times#zach taylor#daryl harper#charlie and josh are there briefly but. this is largely abt The Dream#sam edits#tw blood#tw stabbing#or well. pulling the blade out after a stabbing#also to ramble a sec bc i think using the ‘third wish has always been three more’ bit with the flashbacks may be confusing#using ‘a third wish to wish for three more’ feels like a plea for more chances to change things—smthn about#regretting the choices you made and wanting the opportunity to make better choices or#fix the previous ones. like… it feels like a line about hindsight/regret/wasted opportunity & chances#which to then apply that to Zach here—that is certainly the sort of stuff plauging his#subconscious in relation to how he handled the Daryl situation. even though awake!Zach is#obviously struggling to deal with The Guilt/the role he played in things (see: my post about#’blood on hands’ from the other night) his dream here literally SHOWS that this situation#with Daryl is crushing him (see: Daryl sitting on top of him) and a part of him KNOWS that#he is partially at fault (see: the copious blood all over him but the FOCUS on it on his hands)#+ the idea im getting at is: he not only wishes things could’ve gone differently but that HE could’ve DONE things differently
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God i miss her so much. I wish I could go back in time and find her before she died. She was so young
#I really thought she’d be okay#you hear about people finding thier cats after weeks and them being fine#*their#I just wished I’d looked where she was before she died#my friend says there’s nothing I could’ve done and a lot of the time I think I understand that but I can’t help wishing and wondering#I just wish it had been different
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whenever i think about the bad batch i just get sad. it could’ve had so much potential. it could’ve fixed so many things. it could’ve fixed the whitewashing already going on in the clone wars, but instead it made it worse. it could’ve stopped the stereotypes of body types and facial features, but it didn’t. it could’ve had more expansion on characters with disabilities, such as echo, and how they live their life with their disabilities, but they just completely dismissed it and moved passed it like it was nothing. it could’ve portrayed black/poc characters, such as saw gerrera or sid, in a more positive light and show their truer intentions, but it just made them seem more violent. so many little details are so icky about it, it’s just sad. it’s sad because it had so much potential and only did more harm than good.
the characters are cool i guess and the concepts and the plot is cool but there were so many things just Wrong with it, it’s upsetting. and like… couldn’t they just have the decency to unwhitewash the characters?? it surely can’t be that hard… considering they’re a billion dollar company 😐
#i just think omega is so cute and sweet and the fact that she is directly related to only being in the bad batch is so sad#because i don’t like posting about the bad batch in a positive way but i just wanna reblog some art that i like yk#without having to be accused of being a bad batch supporter#like the show could’ve been so cool and so many concepts are so interesting#but it’s just out of taste to show positivity over the show until lucasfilms addresses all those things#and it’s like. ughhhh#i like some things about it but i obv don’t support it and i just wish things were different because so much about it could’ve been so good#it’s just sad#star wars#oil.#the bad batch
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I like to think of myself as a silly little weirdo but I’m actually unbearably normal like last night I cried about Romeo and Juliet. ROMEO AND JULIET. Possibly the single most basic thing a teen girl could cry about
#only ice cold takes here folks.#Romeo and Juliet is sad because I wish they could’ve been together and happy#I hate the husband from Gaslight#I think pop music rules#but like. in a different original only-I-could-do-it way. you know#beebs blabbing#all that being said. THEY LIKED EACH OTHER THEY WERE SO CUTE THEY TALKED THE SAME!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THEY TALKED THE SAME!!!!!!!!!#GAHHHHHH#shakespeare#r&j
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